Terrorism or Revelation?

Finding something that just sounds perfect
sounds perfect but it’s so hard to hit the right notes
words don’t always arrive the same way they left and sometimes they get lost like a ship at sea
how do I rearrange my thoughts to keep me on course
I listen to music to focus my eyes on the line but it’s more than just about the line
it’s about each syllable
and each page
from images to paper
translation becomes a task of understanding yourself
when I open the dictionary I find the keys to my soul
they give my thoughts power and weight
I can say illusion and you know I’m talking about something fake
I can say fake and you know I’m talking about most of my life
when I was a child I used to think my life was like The Truman Show
silly thoughts thought some that were produced by an imagination in overdrive
daydreaming worlds of me and a princess flying on a magic carpet
flying through the city streets at night as a superhero what was I thinking?
who would want that responsibility?
I want to move but have nowhere to go and everytime I point myself in a direction everybody says I’m going the wrong way

Leaders and gurus and kings and businessmen

we don’t even know where we came from
but you wanna tell me how to live my life
and what to do now that I’ve come
we are confused
just admit it’s so
and we can all go on
living free and not worrying anymore
I’m not holding myself back anymore
it’s time to be a priest
and shed some light on all the wicked beasts
that prey on the believers
just looking for something to eat
when they need love
but all you give them are hugs
and tell them to shut up
when they can easily turn around
and leave and never come back up
because there’s freedom down there
and they don’t need your pricey air
everything you want is free
as long as you just want to be
picking apart the laws of the land
and taking a stand
I step back and look over the people
that thought we had reached some
pinnacle or sensation of living
when all we had come to was a false
sense of salvation
a temporary ending
with a horrible beginning