Cool Cool Cool

you’re so cool

chasing dreams out of convertibles

following flags of freedom

you cross over enemy territory in nothing

waiting for your savior you check your inbox

is there any sense in anything

even in what I just said

or could it all be so simple

just remember we’re already dead

walking zombies

not a single thought created from clarity

wandering through illusions

I don’t give enough to charity

I just wrote that cuz it rhymed

there’s no logic here

no drawing board, no blueprints

just focused on the feelings

and how I’m trying to let them in

and take over and lose my mind

because I know I don’t have enough time

but it will all work out

we just gotta have faith

that it’ll work out

it’ll work out

a new mantra

just let it go

out the window

and we are here now

just here

I can hear you breathe

and you can notice me noticing

so we sit together

and we read each other

getting a taste of happiness

is like trying to open up

when everyone around you’s a threat

coming for your success

they’re chasing you and you wear a vest

one layer for each of your best interests

 

Get Over The Past

As high as I wanna be

nobody save me

I left the chute in the plane

because I know I’m guilty

tired of refills I take it straight

out the bottle

I’m sorry helpline but I tried to call you

it’s so fucked up when you’re fucked up

what can I tell you?

until you know what it feels like to wanna disappear

and crying in the night for someone to save you

these words will mean nothing except

a reason for you to feel sorry, and

you know it’s true

drowning under people

you gasp for air

they don’t move yellling

Hey Buddy I’m walking here!

not even the landlord cares

your family’s fed up

wishing you weren’t always there

complaining about being sad

cuz you don’t feel you have a purpose here

the world is so big there must be

someone who feels this out there

My First Book

Hello Everyone,

I recently challenged myself to come up with a book of raps in under an hour and here it is: One Hour Rap.  It was just an artistic move I decided to make.  To see what a book of poetry in an hour would look like.  It’s not smooth at times and a better flow could have been used in places but I didn’t want to edit it too much.  I wanted it to be raw.

Anyways, I hope you enjoy it and please download and share it with everyone you know.

 

Thank you.

 

One Hour Rap

Tweet

a tweety bird came into my room
told me she was waitin in her room
all by herself listenin to Drake’s Marvin’s Room
thinking about old memories of past June
when we used to go by the beach
and lay down until the ground gave out from underneath
our love was too big for the Earth to handle
our words the lyrics to this instrumental
we thought those other couples couldn’t hold a candle
but we just fell for another dream
hearts got tangled
and then any hopes for a future were horribly mangled
when looking at the truth in the eyes
you suddenly become sentimental
but when I called you that night
all you said was leave you alone, you felt strangled
maybe that was your conscious
letting you know my feelings aren’t yours to fuck with
and if you do something wrong you gotta face the consequences
lucky your alive cuz I held all my punches
but when you call and I don’t pick up
I bet it feels like shit and I hope you give up
there’s nothing left go dry your tears
and hide your face behind your makeup
I know it hurts, I read those texts
next year you’ll say, “fuck my ex,
my new man is better at sex”
and I’ll know it was all for the best

BLKKK SKKKN HEAD PHOTO

Kanye West – BLKKK SKKKNHEAD

Holy Grail Remix

spend your life searching for her
spent all your money and all your honour
now your mother asks for her plate
and her mother asks for a platter
fuck the grail I’ll give you a holy war
burn the temple down make it a morning star
take all your hate and put it in a jar
tell God I’m sending him their hearts
if he wants it he can keep it
he can do whatever he wants
he created push to start
same thoughts on replay
wandering in circles
searching google
to see what they say
I can’t make up my mind
too many influences
I got the whole world on my mind
and the uneasiness
causes so much stress
I try to let it go
so I digress
before I build mountains out of molehills
creating fear I am afraid of what might spill
you always know what I speak is for real
if there was anything worth giving it all up for
it would be something that would never heal
I’d like to say happiness but the truth remains concealed

Doing It Wrong Remix

when a good thing goes bad
it’s just what was suppposed to happen
like when you said I’d never be anything
and I secretly started rappin
it went from missed calls to no more texts
and then the only time you came over was for sex
and then you never came
you said you hated umbrellas you don’t wanna get wet
and then I saw you and told you I left you a voicemail
you said you saw it but I know you didn’t even check
and then I saw you with him and you saw me but didn’t even stress
you turned away and looked at him and he gave a smile like he was blessed
why even tell me you were thinking about it when your mind was made
I wouldn’t have spent all this time thinking of all the right things to say
and that chance to fly down to toronto I would have took it
I wouldn’t have stayed

It’s always a sad story

wake me up when the story is over
I don’t need no happy ending
just make sure I’m sober
just lookin at that alcohol has my stomach in knots
say yes to another drink when I know I cannot
handle any more poison
your words are venom in my thoughts
everytime we argue I tell you what you did
and you always say you forgot
but your sorry and you’ll never do it again
until the very next week when you hang up on me again
back at one it’s like brian mcknight on repeat
and when we meet up you leave the car
have me chasing you down the street
and then I’ll say anything to have you back in your seat
I never cared about winning I just wanted you even if I had to admit defeat
and if I knew you would hold everything against me and keep score
I would have never pulled you back and kissed you outside your door

U.O.E.N.O. Until Now

She asked me what was playing
I ain’t even know it
She asked me what I was drinking
I ain’t even know it
She asked me what’s her name
You know I ain’t even know it

The Motion Remix

Everybody holds their glasses
Ready to toast when no one’s looking
No questions don’t want no answers
they eat whatever’s cooking

when everything’s golden
she doesn’t question the moment
take away her rosy vision
and she can’t understand why it’s rotten

they surround me on my throne
clap at all my poems
feed my mind empty words
just as long as they can live in my world
but like castles in the sky
one day everything dies
and laughter turns to mumbling sighs
some of them can’t help but cry
but I’m still here
they whisper resolutions in my ear
and they’re off chasing a new year