As soon as I come home
it felt like I was never gone
all the people asking me
did I find something out there
tell me please I need some certainty
and when I tell them there’s nothing
their hearts still won’t believe
still praying please
somebody out there witness me
tell me I’m alive and that
you’re here with me
talk to me
just a whisper would set me free
but I digress
I’ve had a long rest
time to work because I found time
when I thought there was nothing left
working all day on an empire
shaping bricks by hand
balancing friends and family
I feel like a man
on a wire, you have to
ask for what you want because
there’s no self fulfilled desire
my vision was blurry
so I changed the tint now everything’s rosy
life’s a playground
but games aren’t always happy
struggling to get by can just
be getting by without the thoughts that can cost your life
because we can be happy
standing in any light
but too bad we can’t choose
somebody else is talking
we’re just holding the mic