Never Satisfied

anxious, restless, searching

“What should I do now?”

contemplating, frozen

burning

Never Satisfied

New Visions

I can feel the savageness sometimes and don’t think I can hold it back
sometimes I just wanna beat it up but know that I can’t
fantasies cross my mind
like lying naked next to her
or pouring water over her
being in her all night
and waking up and starting all over
eating everything
no holds barred
we experiment like lonely travelers in the desert
and treat each other like a mirage

#NaPoWriMo Day 28: blank

an animal is an animal
and the earth is the earth
nobody complains when they’re
doing their work
but when I do this instead of that
they want to bring me down
sit inside a box they made
they think I act like a clown
you can’t be who you are
they want you to be like them
there’s only so much I can take
before I have to break out again
I can’t keep my heart in
I put it on a chain and when
I walk it bounces around
I tried putting it on my sleeves
but then I left a trail of blood on the ground
and they said why do I have to bleed so much
I told them I wish I wasn’t so fucked up
if you don’t like how it is then
don’t believe that you’re stuck
you can leave and I’ll be fine
sitting in my sunshine
when you commit fraud
you have to pay the fine
it might seem like a good idea at the time
but can you wear that mask for a lifetime

#NaPoWriMo Day 6: Something simpler, a little more upbeat

I pushed all in and lost it
I guess I’m not that good
I was once given God’s word
And I bought it
I tried to return it
They said where’s the receipt
I told them I lost it

#NaPoWriMo Day 5: Freestyle

push the button
spark the ignition
the mind starts the heart
never needed a reason
everybody plays their part